[PART 26] ============================================= MindNet Journal - Vol. 1, No. 38c * [Part 3 of 3 parts] ============================================= V E R I C O M M / MindNet "Quid veritas est?" ============================================= Notes: The following is reproduced here with the permission of the author. Permission is given to reproduce and redistribute, for non-commercial purposes only, provided this information and the copy remain intact and unedited. The views and opinions expressed below are not necessarily the views and opinions of VERICOMM, MindNet, or the editors unless otherwise noted. Editor: Mike Coyle Associate Editors: Walter Bowart Alex Constantine Martin Cannon Assistant Editor: Rick Lawler Research: Darrell Bross ================================================= [Continued from part 2] I don't know how long I had been in this near death camp. From six weeks up to three months any period of time would fit the reconstruction of my biography. I was programmed to explain my absence to persons to whom I was related with cover stories. I hadn't any close friend in this time. My "parents" had been instruct- ed not to talk about it. In 1976 I started to study psychology. The SCNS didn't appreciate this choice. But all in all they never were so successful [in their efforts] to control me as they wanted to be. Nevertheless they man- aged to produce long-lasting amnesia. And of course they program- med me successfully to leave the communist party. The procedure was quite simple. While I heard in endless repetitions the statement "I am a communist" from a tape, spoken by myself, I was tortured mercilessly. And so I became an unwilling member of a secret group of so-called psychics who were mind controlled in order to prevent them from giving their knowledge away. (This is also apparently used with Delta Force [NRO] Special Forces, who are programmed with alter- nate personalities and programmed to "forget" sensitive details if they are caught. This especially includes secret operations involving covert space missions, security for underground Illuminati bases, and so on. - Wol.) When even the questions are state secrets, it doesn't matter whether the answers of the "psychics" are the result of paranormal perceptions or -- as in my case -- the fictions of tortured people who play clairvoyants in order to escape the torture. Then in every case the activity of this group and the contents of their sessions have to be kept secret. This is one of the reasons why mind control is frequently used in psychic [Intelligence Agency] mind wars. Many of the national security satanists don't really trust in psychic abilities. But they know that many politicians in the U.S.A. and else- where are true psi believers. And so they train their psychics to respond in accordance with the SCNS's political preferences. Then they exert their influence on these politicians referring to the insights of their "psychics". Unsuspecting politicians are presented with impressive videos of secret service seances in which mind controlled "psychics" in deep trance states reveal "state secrets" which they had been programmed to reveal by the SCNS some time before. Then, too, it is easier for the politicians to grant the SCNS the money needed for psychic research and projects. When I recognized this I tried to find out what the torture master wanted me to see in my "crystal ball" and prophesied this whenever my insights couldn't be scrutinized at once. When there was the possibility to check my predictions I relied on common sense. So the perpetrators were full of praise for my psychic powers. "Wir werden das zu verhindern wissen!" In 1977 Hans-Martin Schleyer was abducted by German terrorists. Hans-Martin-Schleyer was the president of the German association of employers (Bundesverband der deutschen Arbeitgeberverbaende). First of all they persuaded a relative of mine to find out whether I was able to remotely view (exploiting my "psychic powers") the whereabouts of Schleyer. This family member probably told the SCNS that I knew it but wasn't ready to reveal it because I thought Schleyer to be an old Nazi responsible for the death of thousands of people in the former Czechoslovakia. I was of this opinion indeed. Some days later two man claiming to be policemen of the "Bundes- kriminalamt" (the German FBI) made me follow them to a safe house by triggering my obedience with the appropriate code word. According to a wild inspiration I told them falsely that I knew where Schleyer was but that I would tell it only to Mr. X. Mr. X was a German leading politician of the western world whom I hold responsible for the mind control treat- ment I was subjected to since 1974. After a short palaver they put me through to Mr. X. Mr X couldn't help but [made] a phone call with me in order to avoid being reproached for not having done everything to save Schleyer's life. "Mr. X, nice to talk to you!" I hissed. "I will make sure that you'll go down in the annals of history as Germany's top torture master!" "We will be able to prevent you from talking!" he said. (I will never forget the German words: "Wir werden das zu verhindern wissen!" These words will ever burn in my soul until this man is dead and buried.) With these words Mr. X assumed responsibility for the mind control treat- ment that followed. I told Mr. X that I had lied because I wanted to talk to him and that I of course didn't know where Schleyer has been abducted to. But Mr. X and the other political crisis manager s around him didn't believe me. One cried out poofily: "Mr. GRESCH, break away from the demon!" Sometimes they tried to demonize me as a psychic monster, probably from outer space, whom the free world has to be protected against. Since 1982 Mr. X is no longer in a leading political position, but he is still very influential in Germany and elsewhere. So I'm even now afraid of him. That's why I have to withhold his name. Some think him to be a hero of national security. Others claim he was or perhaps is a master- mind behind the scenes of governmental crimes in Germany. If the latter is true, this truth will probably remain hidden. He is able to manipulate the mass media very effectively. If my memories are true the [West] German government was actively involved in SCNS machinations. Some years ago a leading German politician was shot and wounded by a man who claimed that this politician was responsible for "SUBTERRANEAN FACTORIES where human beings are produced" ("unterirdische Menschenfabriken"). He said that in these factories people were physically AND mentally changed ("umfunktioniert"). The assassin is now in a lunatic asylum, the politician is tied to his wheelchair. Mind control - - out of control? Electromagnetic fields The next night I was abducted by a SCNS team. They were in a hurry then so they took a high risk kidnapping me in my sleep room. I was flown out with a fighter plane to an interrogation camp were I was tortured in order to coerce me to tell them where Schleyer was. Although they used electromagnetic fields to stimulate my "psychic faculties" for the first time, I wasn't able to help them because I am not a clairvoyant at all. In such cases it wouldn't be necessary to torture me: If I could help I would. But, of course, I couldn't. In cases like this common sense and intuition is not enough. Then I had to interrogate Andreas Baader whom they had flown to the desert camp, too. He was the leader of the RAF, the terrorist group which had abducted Schleyer. But Baader was in jail and of course he wasn't informed about the operative details. And so, even under torture he couldn't give away any useful information. But the SCNS obviously had gained confidence in my so-called telepathic faculties. "If remote viewing doesn't work in this case", they might have thought, "this mustn't mean that psychic interrogation will fail, too." But it failed, of course, although I was a highly skilled mind con- trolled "telepathic" interrogator. That doesn't stand for being able to read the minds of people, but I had learned to interpret non-verbal signals very much faster and more systematic than people who are not mind controlled. If you are tortured your learning capacity first deteriorates, but after some time it is extraordinarily amplified. That is one of the reasons why with trauma-based mind control you can produce zombies apparently capable to perform superhuman feats. I didn't like Baader. He resembled his political counterpart, Mr. X to much. The same effeminate, histrionic mummy's boy hidden behind a facade of masculinity if not machismo. I was not only a mind controlled "telepath", but a skilled killer, too. The method to train mind controlled killers is as simple as [it is] to train mind controlled telepaths or mind controlled sex slaves. The victims wear a remotely controlled torture device and whenever they fail, they receive an electrical shock. First I had to kill cats (I love cats), then I had to torture and kill people (I love people), who looked like Arabs. These, of course, may be hypnotically planted false memories in order to make the victim feel guilty and afraid of punishment. In every case the message is: "If you're remembering and talking about what you did here, you will not be able to live with this truth and you will be charged with murder because nobody believes that you were a zombie." But it makes sense for the controllers to let the victims really torture and kill, because this is the best test of total subju- gation. My lawyer asked me whether interrogating Baader may be a false memory. "This must be a false memory", I answered without hesitating, "because if this reminiscence where true, the govern- ment's version of this case must be wrong. Who am I to disagree with the government's truth?" The last time I was treated by the SCNS was in 1981 or 1982, after I had received my diploma in psychology. Now they told me that the Germans wouldn't accept any further treatment. So they had to be successful definitively. The SCNS torture master said: "Now I will treat you with radiation. I don't mind if it kills you." And then he did so. He induced all sorts of horror and delight to condition my brain. Because the EEGs of the different personality fragments of a MPD subject differ markedly he tried to condition the EEG associated with my genuine personality with aversions and the EEG associated with the desired personality positively. There are frequencies capable of triggering total chaos in your nervous system, so that every kind of coordinate thinking will be stopped. They trained me to switch between my genuine and the desired personality on cue. Then they triggered the basic person- ality, and the chaos-wave was administered on me. Then followed a period in which they let me change into the new personality and a pleasure frequency was employed. Then they let me go through this cycle again and again. Afterwards they claimed that the chaos- wave had destroyed my basic personality irreversibly. They have discovered a hypnotic wave that allows them to program the brain with new plans of behavior. This wave induces extraordinarily deep trance states, even against the will of the victim. In this hypnotic states it is possible to alter the central plans of the individual which form the basis not only of the individuals actions, but of his perceptions, emotions, and assessments, too. By the way, for programming they use the concepts being described in the book "Plans and the Structure of Behavior" written by Miller, Galanter and Pribram. This is a basic textbook of MKULTRA [the first in a series of CIA mind control projects. - Wol.] and of modern psychology, too. A tragedy of science. The basic idea of the theory outlined in this book is the hierarchical structure of human actions. On top of the hierarchy of the hierarchies of an individual's repertory of actions there resides the central plan, the godfather of a man's mental universe. The torture master said: "Now we are going to modify your central plan. We know that you won't accept this voluntarily. But we can detect whether the electrical activity in the will center of your brain indicates the alterations of your central plan. If not, you will be tortured until they do." It doesn't matter whether the perpetrators really have the devices and techniques to manage this, what counts is that the victims believe they have. Mind control is a mixture of modern science, high tech, very old dark arts, science fiction, and other fantasy stories. The perpetrators use the contemporary myths to influence the mind of the victims. Maybe they cooperate with the film industry and with writers to produce frames of reference for trance induction and mani- pulation of personality structures. Isn't the similarity between mind control technology and the methods of Juan Matus, as described by C. Castaneda, breathtaking? Isn't this the stuff to 'mind control' people in some cases very easily without traumatizing them? [For] years the SCNS has tried to develop non-trauma-based methods of mind control because these techniques could be more resistant to the dawning of the victim's consciousness. The mind controllers use electromagnetic frequencies [waves] that produce mental states which couldn't be described in words, because such states couldn't be experienced under normal conditions or even when under the influence of known hallucinogenic drugs. (Note: The human brain has its own unique electrical pattern or signature as evidenced by electroencephalograph read-outs. When a new artificial electrical pattern is introduced into the brain via electrodes or some other method, it is called "entrainment" of brain-wave patterns. - Wol.) After some time that lasts an eternity you will lose your identity as a human being. What remains is a rudimentary, wordless sense of being a formless mass that isn't able to resist any suggestion and that could be modelled like clay. With the term "formless mass" I mean that you aren't able to localize yourself in a human body. Instead you experience the nearly perfect dissolution of body and mind. But this experience is subjective, of course, because your can hear the indoctrinations of the perpetrators, which transform your psyche far beyond your rational control. While this transformation takes place, you have lost your sense of identity and so you're ability to resist identity change, too. Nowadays it is possible to replace the whole spectrum of mind control techniques with radiation. There are even waveforms which induce near-death experiences, while all bodily functions are well in order. This method is so powerful that most people could be perfectly mind controlled within some weeks. But the control mechanisms has to be refreshed from time to time, still. If not, sooner or later the victim will remember the treatment. But refresh- ening is quiet easy with a stun gun and a portable device that emits the appropriate waveforms and frequencies. With this means the procedure could be accomplished in some hours. Since Cameron's times for indoctrination they use endlessly re- peated messages from tape. Sometimes these messages are spoken with the voice of the victim, in other cases the victim hears the voices of relatives or friends. These people, of course, had never spoken these indoctrinations. They were constructed out of the basic phonetic elements of neutral speech material -- modern electronic audio devices make this fake possible. But in view of these high tech devices we shouldn't underestimate the importance of psychology. Only trained psychologists or psych- iatrists are able to handle this devices accurately. But the knowledge necessary is not a secret science. Most of it could be picked up in the basic textbooks of psychology and psychiatry. So it is probably not exaggerating to say that these disciplines brutalize their disciples. That's why it is relatively easy for the SCNS to recruit personnel with adequate background. Bird on the Wire As far as I know I wasn't bothered by the SCNS since then. I talked to a German psychotherapist who is in contact with four women who have experienced nearly the same as I and in whose cases the machinations ceased in 1982 as in my case. Although I have some reminiscences that I had predicted publicly the death of the German politician Franz Joseph Strauss (three days before he really died in 1988), I was brought then to a safe house in Munich (Muenchen) where my memory was erased by means of radiation and electroshocks, I am inclined to believe that this reminiscences are false. They are too vague to be treated as true. Only a subjective probability not higher than .30 seems tenable. If it is true, I must have been totally drunk when I played the clairvoyant, then. True traumatic memories that have been erased by means of mind control methods are -- once remembered again - - extraordinarily precise. We can explain this with the biological significance of traumatic memories. That's why severe traumatic events will not be forgotten, with one exception: if the victim is programmed to forget. But after DE-PROGRAMMING our mental apparatus even seems to amplify the once erased reminiscences as if our psyche tries to rectify a serious, life-threatening error. There is another vague reminiscence which says that I was pro- grammed to work for a homosexual who had to accomplish the mind control treatment through political indoctrination of the artificial personality and whom I, as a compensation of his efforts, had to serve as a sex slave. But this program failed, as did the indoctrination. The manipulation of sexual behavior and especially the creation of 'alternates' who are homosexual/lesbian is an element of mind control [that is] frequently employed. Because in our culture heterosexual [or] homosexual acts or feelings are generally associated with feelings of guilt, sex behavior modification maybe an important aspect of the psychodynamics of mind control. The indoctrination or therapy of the artificial new personality is a standard element of mind control, too. So the SCNS cooperates with radical right-wing employers and with psychotherapists who work with the classical methods (behavior therapy, cognitive therapy and so on) to 'treat' the emotional disorders which are so frequent with victims of mind control. So I warn every victim: REFUSE to be treated by a psychologist or a psychiatrist who isn't an activist of the movement against mind control! A psychologist or a psychiatrist who wants you not to talk about your experiences publicly, is a collaborator [with] the SCNS, whether he knows it or not. My stepmother did in 1982 or 1983. The exact date I have totally forgotten. This is memory loss produced by hatred. Before she died she made telephone calls to me again and again in order to ask me what I would think if she would commit suicide. During the last of these calls she triggered just by chance the "resistance personality" which develops in every victim of mind control but which is, in case of adequate programming, not strong enough to be active (...apparently my own "resistance personality" as well as that of the author were strong enough to break through to the surface. In my own case, the self-destructive programming which was integrated into my subconsciousness was -- thank God -- turned outwards in an expression of suicidal rage against my 'abusers' rather than inward, which alternative might have resulted in my own suicide, as has been the sad fate of MANY mind-control/abduction subjects whom I have learned about. - Wol.). But when the resistance per- sonality is triggered, it tries to break the spell of mind control. But the power of the resistance personality is usually so weak that it is active only minutes or some hours -- not enough to liberate the basic personality. The resistance personality said to my step-mother: "Like the coward you are you will not commit suicide with your own hands. So I have a very good idea. Write a letter to the intelligence people to whom you give information and who give orders to you how to treat me. You know who I mean. Tell them that you are no longer able to bear the guilt of conspiring against me, of being among those being responsible for the mind control and torture which I have been subjected to. Threaten them to reveal my story in a letter to the press if they don't stop the machinations against me. Then they will kill you." Two or three weeks later my step-father found her dead in her bath with her wrists slashed. I don't know whether this was really suicide or murder. What I know is that I don't believe she was capable to slash her wrists, although she was suicidal indeed. I have no idea why the SCNS lost their interest in me -- if they really did so. Probably they are still waiting that the suicide program they have implemented during the last treatment in 81/82 will work. In March 1995 somebody had whistled a sad song from the thirties on my tele- phone answering machine, saying nothing. I can't remember whether this was the cue to kill myself. I'm not sure whether this phone call was of cryptocratic origin, but this is quiet probable. Two weeks before I had sent a message concerning my mind control experiences to a network whose mail is intercepted excessively. Wonderful: As an author I think very highly of people who read my papers as attentively as my admirers in the intelligence community. Anyway, this whistler doesn't make me thinking about committing suicide but reminds me of a song of Leonard Cohen which I loved very much when I was young: "Like a bird on a wire". It's not easy to program suicide. In order to do this you have first to construct a frame of reference in which committing suicide "makes sense". In my case it was social isolation. They program- med me to isolate myself totally... and so I isolated myself totally. But obviously I didn't kill myself. And I didn't remain isolated. After my recovery I found a woman whom I love and things are going well. I'm working in the field of public relations now, quiet successful. In March, 1995 I sent an early version of this paper to experts of mind control all over the world. Those who responded confirmed the authenticity of my memories or at least didn`t doubt them. Mr. Walter H. Bowart, one of the world's most important mind control researchers, wrote: "Your letter is much appreciated and an important piece of evidence in the mounting case against the cryptocracy." Bowart defines "cryptocracy" as a secret government which conspires against our laws and our freedoms. In my view the cryptocracy and the SCNS are identical. One of the most cryptic messages came from Dr. BENTE RICH, the chief psychiatrist of the Rehabilitation and Research Center for Torture Victims in Copenhagen, Denmark: "I understand that you have problems about understanding what has happened to you and that you realize, it might be impossible for you to know what has happened to you. At the RCT we have a treatment program for refugees who have received political asylum in Denmark and because of this, I am not able to help you. But I do hope that you will be able to find some sort of support to share your problems with in Germany." I received this letter in April, 1995. Since then I wasn't able to find out what it really means. It should be mentioned that I HADN'T asked Dr. Rich for help at all. I never ask psychologists or psychiatrists for help, since I went to a psychiatrist in 1971 and became aware what really happened in his consulting room more then 20 years later. I sent my "Memories of a Victim" to politicians, too -- even to the Presi- dent of the Federal Republic of Germany, Mr. Roman Herzog -- but no reply. In Germany they have decided to hush up the whole thing as long as possible. What really disappointed me was the silence of Amnesty International, whose Headquarters in London I sent an earlier version of this statement to. Whenever a German policeman yells at a refugee, Amnesty goes on stage to start a troubled lament concerning the human rights in this country. But no word about mind control, no word about the most brutal form of torture existing. This makes the public believe that there is no severe human rights violation in a country which has violated human right in its history so often. Qui bono? "The A.I. people are very honorable indeed!" the torture master told me in 1974. "But what speaks against them is that they poke their noses into things that's got nothing to do with them!" Times have changed, haven't they? In May, 1995 psychologists tried to press me not to talk about my experience, because they apprehend that my testimony could damage the reputation of their occupational guild. But I'll do it all the same. As a victim being forthright about the horrors of mind control has less to do with bravery and more with self-preservation. If ONLY the perpetrators know that mind control exists, victims and potential victims are in maximal danger. The more people know that mind control is real, how it works, what it does to the victims and what consequences it has for the society as a whole, the better it is for us (and for the people in general). I don't trust psychologists, psychiatrists and their professional associations as long as I must suspect that the latter shelter criminals, that they protect psychologists and psychiatrists who practice mind control. Whenever a victim informs the press about her or his experiences with mind control the journalists ask psy- chologists or psychiatrists whether things like that are possible. Whatsoever the interviewees know about mind control, one thing they know in every case: If it has happened, then it wouldn't have happened without the assistance of psychologists and/or psychia- trists. Under these circumstances the psychologists or psychiatrists asked by the press may be inclined to answer: "Mind control as described by the victims is absolutely nonsense. People who claim to be victims of mind control must be hysterical or pathological liars." That's why we have to convince the media that psychologists or psychiatrists may not be impartial concerning mind control. This is the plot of my experiences with mind control. I can't prove that this happened. Probably a proof isn't possible after all these years. As a victim, not being able to remember mind control treatment for years and after finally having remembered mind control, not being able to talk about it for years and after all being able to talk about it [but] not being able to talk about it in a reasonable manner and instead bubbling something about being abducted by aliens, abused by satanists or being bewitched by Juan Matus... all these are defining features of mind control. If a so-called victim would tell me [about] being able to prove the treatment, I would become suspicious at once. I don't mind if nobody believes me because this story is hard to believe. If some- body were able to prove that I'm mad and that the story isn't true, this would be the best that could happen. But this is not very probable, because since the end of the Cold War against the Soviet Union all over the world mind control victims are going to remember the treatment. They come from different countries, cultures, social strata, they are young or old, man or woman, some are mad, some are very clear thinkers... In most cases they don't know each other. Some aren't able to read. But their memories are extremely similar. How to explain this? Selected Readings Becker, R.O. & Selden, G.: The Body Electric. Electromagnetism and The Foundation of Life. New York (William Morrow) 1985 Bowart, W.H.: Operation Mind Control (Limited Researcher's Edition) Freedom of Thought Foundation (P.O.Box 35072, Tucson, AZ, 85740, U.S.A.) 1995 Cameron, D. Ewen: Psychic Driving: Dynamic Inplant, in: Psychiatric Quarterly 31 (1957), 703-12 Cameron, D. Ewen: Production of Differential Amnesia as a Factor in the Treatment of Schizophrenia, in: Comprehensive Psychiatry 1:1 (Feb. 1960) 26-34 Collins, Anne: In the Sleep Room. The Story of the CIA Brainwashing Experiments in Canada. Toronto (Lester & Orpen Dennys Ltd.) 1988 Marks, John: The Search for the "Manchurian Candidate". The CIA and Mind Control. New York (Times Books) 1979 McRae, Ronald M.: Mind Wars: The True Story of Government Research into the Military Potential of Psychic Weapons. New York (St. Martin's Press) 1984 Thomas, Gordon: Journey into Madness. The True Story of Secret CIA Mind Control and Medical Abuse. New York et al. (Bantam Books) 1989 Tien, H.C.: Psychosynthesis, with Television Technology, in: Current Psychiatric Therapies, 15, 1975, 233-236 Weinstein, Harvey M.: Psychiatry and the CIA: Victims of Mind Control. Washington (American Psychiatric Press) 1990. 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