Love Games
You love me
You leave again
Playing love games
I never win
When we met
Feelings so true
I kept hearing
"I love you"
Things changed
Brought me down
Kept coming back
Finally I wasn't around
Loves not a game
The winner isn't you
Love is an emotion
Shared by TWO!

Lies
You always told me
What I wanted to hear
You made me believe
I didn't have to fear
I was the one
Who was such a fool
I never thought
You could be so cruel
I fell for it all
Every single trick
My heart took a beating
My soul took a risk
I really believed
All of your lies
Even when you looked
Straight in my eyes
It took me awhile
To finally learn
The love I gave
Would not be returned

Love or Not
Who do you think you are
When you try to ignore me?
Are you in that "so called" confusion
And forget who you use to be?
You tell me one minute you care
Then the next minute you change
When I question your motive
You don't even try to explain!
I don't know why you act different
If it was just only sometimes
I understand moodiness BUT
I'm tired of you playing with my mind
Just face up to what you started
Do you want to be FREE?
Tell me to my face
I'll WALK away you'll see!!!
Abuser
Month one, two
I love you
A punch here
Starting to fear
Month three, four
Hurt some more
He is wrong
Have to be strong
Month 5, 6, 7
Hell or Heaven?
Tears glisten
Nobody listens
Month eight, nine
Nothing's fine
Another slap
Never going back
Month ten
Turned him in
Took so long
Had to be strong

Scattered
I feel so free
Fearing the unknown
THEN
You come along
Her at your side
Me in your hand
You make a wish
Blow me to pieces
NOW
You've taken my wishes
Used me all up
YET
You seem to find me
Again…again
It hurts so much
Being a daffodil
Swaying in the wind
Scattered by your breath




Wake Up
Shadows darken
Eyes cry
Emotions explode
Dreams die

Walking along
Alone again
The road ahead
It will just begin

As I look on
I see us together
I say to myself
This is forever

The dream is over
We fade away
I fell in love
Now I'll pay

My heart breaking
I can't give my hand
The pain of losing you
My soul can't stand

I must go on
I shall not fall
Goodbye my love
Once and for all
Drowning in the Rain
Lost reflections of my past
Once again caught up in it all
Remembering our love….dreams
Mood darkens....rain falls

Like these raindrops
I feel myself falling
Back into a memory
Trying to hear your calling

Alone on my porch
Rain pouring down
Waiting….waiting
Not making a sound

Sitting here drenched
Unable to move
This water beating down
This heart it doesn't soothe

My dark mind wandering
Raindrops in my eyes
Past is over now
Need to break ties

Tilting my head back
Crying out with pain
Feeling I have no choice
For I'm drowning in the rain

                
Love No More
It is gone
Love is no more
Standing all alone
In front of my door

You walk away
I close my eyes
My heart is broken
The pain, the lies

I have lost you
You have lost me
You made promises
But now you are free

Not enough time for us
Too much time together
You got mad at me
No more forever

So, here I am
Alone at my door
You are walking away
Love no more
Go Away
Empty promises
So much pain
Broke my heart
Soul rains
No more hurting
Done with the lies
Tired of the lonely nights
Sick of the long cries
You told me you loved me
Like a fool I believe
When I needed you
You decided to leave
You left me alone
Sick and confused
In my mind
You were amused
Then you found out
I was really sick
Came running back
You jerk….you di**
I don't want you now
I don't need you
I can get through this
Without you
You have changed
That is what you said
Stop playing games
With my head
I need to focus
To get myself well
This disease is easier
Than living in your he**

Beaten Soul
My trampled soul in shreds
Lying lifeless in me
I fear the agony of myself
The madness in my head
A sweet smile
A delicate touch
A careful glance
Please stay awhile
I am now healing
You are helping
So scared and fearing
My heart you are stealing
You gently wipe away
The tears that I felt
Picked up the pieces
Promised to stay
My shattered heart
My weary soul
Is in desperate need
Of a fresh start
Breaking down the walls
I once built so strong
Was easier to feel pain
Than to love and fall
Making me new
Restoring my soul
Living inside again
All because of you
BOOM, heart shattered
My soul dies again
Life sucked out
Pieces of me scattered
Stupid once more
NEVER AGAIN
Once now twice
Burnt to the core
A beaten soul
Lying nearly dead
In the deepest part
Of MYSELF
LOVE POETRY
In the Blink of an Eye
Sometimes in this life
When nothing seems to matter
I turn and find you there
In this life so shattered

Hearts tell a million stories
Souls die everyday
All I want from this life
Is to find my own way

Everything goes to hell
In the blink of an eye
Without warning
These tears I cry

My mind goes crazy
Up and down again
Long days, endless nights
The world just spins

Questions I ask
Answers I long to find
Nothing is simple anymore
Broken heart…mind

Everything goes to hell
In the blink of an eye
Without warning
These tears I cry

Yes…..No
False…..True
Love….Hate
Me…..You

If only dreams came true
I know where I'd be
A place where hearts mend
Minds are free

Everything goes to hell
In the blink of an eye
Without warning
These tears I cry