Introduction......................................... xi
PART ONE: MASTECTOMY
CHAPTER 1: A TIME FOR SHOCK.......................... 3
September 3 Tumor.................................. 5
September 10 Queen Of Hearts........................ 7
September 14 The Choice............................. 9
September 16 Puck................................... 12
September 18 Glimpses Beyond........................ 14
September 19 Deadline............................... 16
CHAPTER 2: A TIME FOR PAIN .......................... 19
September 21 Goblins Of The Night................... 21
September 23 The Healer's Gift ..................... 23
September 25 The Facade............................. 25
September 28 Together Alone......................... 27
October 6 The Gift Of Fall....................... 29
October 10 Deadly Game............................ 32
October 11 Mood Swings............................ 34
October 12 Humor.................................. 36
October 15 Journey Alone.......................... 39
October 15 A Good Attitude........................ 41
October 17 Feelings............................... 43
CHAPTER 3: A TIME FOR REACHING....................... 45
October 19 Firsts................................. 47
October 22 The Waiting Room....................... 49
October 24 The Examination Room................... 51
October 25 Altered Loving......................... 53
October 26 John................................... 55
October 29 Juxtaposition.......................... 57
November 3 Trichotomy............................. 59
November 12 Circles................................ 61
December 5 Depression............................. 63
December 16 Christmas Love......................... 65
December 29 Ski Free............................... 67
PART TWO: RECONSTRUCTION
CHAPTER 4: A TIME FOR AMBIVALENCE.................... 71
January l Tightrope.............................. 73
January 3 Voices................................. 75
January 5 Symmetry............................... 77
January 7 So What?............................... 79
January 9 Deadline #2............................ 81
CHAPTER 5: A TIME FOR ADAPTATION..................... 83
January 10 Whole! Whole! Whole!................... 85
January 11 A Bonus . . . That’s What.............. 87
January 13 Trapdoor............................... 89
January 13 Never a Number......................... 91
January 19 Confusion.............................. 94
January 24 Shifting Images........................ 96
January 26 Wild Goose Chase....................... 98
January 28 Irritation ............................ 100
February 2 Trichotomy #2.......................... 102
February 4 Celebrations........................... 104
February 12 Hidden Rage............................ 106
February 28 A Question of Time..................... 109
March 2 Adaptation............................. 111
CHAPTER 6: A TIME FOR TANGENTS....................... 113
March 24 The Other Side of Fear................. 115
April 30 Overload .............................. 117
May 3 Marked Trails ......................... 119
CHAPTER 7: A TIME FOR REINTEGRATION.................. 121
May 14 No-Man’s-Land.......................... 123
May 22 A Mixed Message........................ 125
June 16 Dissonance............................. 127
July 11 Trichotomy Resolved.................... 129
July 12 A Man of Deep Feelings................. 131
July 15 Maturing Worlds ....................... 133
August 7 Triple Blessing........................ 136
August 20 Joy in the Air......................... 138
September 2 Connecting Lines....................... 140
September 19 New Dimension.......................... 142
The Chain.............................. 144
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